Hi emo...I don't believe in love...I stopped believing when my boyfriend died from cancer and my rapest beat me and my children (he found me and raped me...again) my hearts been broken so many times, I don't know if I can ever be 'fixed' again....not that I want to be fixed...If there was a god he doesn't care....but then no one cares
Im crying i am bleeding i am hurting i am screaming
I can let these feeling build up inside, i must find some- where dark so i can hide.
I pull out the blade,as tears run down my face, i slice open my flesh, im such a disgrace.
How many times will it take, till i learn from my mistakes.
Im taking my life,every time i pull out that knife, i strech out my arm and then i slice, this feeling isnt bad, its actully nice
Some say im sick,when they see my wrist, I tell them im fine,look arnt i alive, but really i am not afride of death i just want to die.
Blood is a gift from the demons of death, i thank them every night befor i take my last breath.
Im not insane, or sick in the head, I just hate my life, wishing to be dead.
I dont do it because i depressed,sad and angry, just to let out the hurt, the pain and the agony,
One at a time i cut open my vains, i sit in numbness,poring out the rotten blood, poring out hate and pain.
Blood is dripping from my finger tips, as my arm hangs next to my waste I bring my hands to my mouth i am devoring it, addicted to the taste.
Late at night when the stars are starting to greet me, I lay in my bed quitly weeping,My mom walks in but i am peacely sleeping, she tip toes her way to my bed, Leans down wispers she loves me, then pecks my forhead and then gently hugs me,
When the sun comes up and there is no more moon, my mom knock on the door then enters my room,she starts to yell because of the blood on my sheets, she screams clean them up the come down to eat,
My brothers run around cursing and hitting, ones on the floor twiching and bleeding, i fall to my knees holding him close, hes inoccent and little i love him the most,
Every other kid that lives in this house doesnt know how to act or watch their mouth, cameron the eldest runs at me with a stick, then hits me in the face, i am bleeding all over he slip open my lip.
I chase him around then i throw him to the ground, then grab him by the hair drag him up the wooden stairs, the ask him why, he tells me some stupid ass lie, I hate their guts, I hope they all die.
I drive myself to school, all stessed out and clothes all bloody, but as soon as i get to my locker i jack some from my buddy.
My boyfriend aproached me, today in the hall, he wiped of my tears and ask me what wrong, I replyed dont worry, it just a little fight with my family thats all.
He said alright then held me tight, kissed me and told me everythings fine,
{this poem was written by:Corinteia Breann Connally [ME]} =PLEASE DO NOT TAKE CREDIT (THIS IS MY LIFE AND I WROTE BASED ON ME)= ~*~|others my copy&paste as long as you do not take anything away on add anything on|~*~ JTHANK YOUJ
im sooo sorry have u heard of superchic[k] if u did listen to them that always cheers me up up when im down besides cutting myself and riteing poems and singing on my guitar
HEY DID U GO 2 THE GIRLSFORMUM WEBSITE THEN GO 2 STUDS 2 SEE MY BF AND VOTE I THINK ULL THINK HES CUTE LOLZ SO TELL ME WHEN UR GONNA GO 2 THE WEBSITE K!!!
HEY DID U GO 2 THE GIRLSFORMUM WEBSITE THEN GO 2 STUDS 2 SEE MY BF AND VOTE I THINK ULL THINK HES CUTE LOLZ SO TELL ME WHEN UR GONNA GO 2 THE WEBSITE K!!!
oooo thats hard this ganster guy used 2 lyk me and my firdt thought was uuugggg no thanx but u no wat l8tr on i found out i missed out on a very great guy .....ughhh.....dumb me.... but i still lov my bf now lolz im so sick rite now ima bout 2 burst lolz
u no wat its crazy my bf is all tatto ed up and i dont care when i came from the most properest family ever back in the days but some times i wonder wat happened 2 that family lolz :(
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